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Happy Birthday: 21 Months

Posted by julie on Thursday, 21 June 2007, 13:31

Dear Sylvan-

To celebrate your 638 days on Earth, your Dad and I left you for an overnight with Gramma Diana (and cousin Hanna, Aunt Stephanie, Uncle Chris, and Grampa Tom) in Mammoth Lakes, California. We don’t remember if we’ve both left you for an overnight before, but we had a fantastic opportunity: a grandmother who is HONORED to be left alone with a stubborn toddler. Of course, you weren’t stubborn with her; you were charming and witty. And, after spending 24 hours with her, you’re also smarter.

Chris and Julie stand atop Half DomeAnyway, we left you because we wanted to walk up Half Dome, that much- photographed hunk of granite at the east end of Yosemite Valley. A 17-mile round-trip hike with 4500 feet of elevation gain, we thought it would be a massive undertaking. But, perhaps because we were so exhilarated to be free from chasing after you, it was a piece of cake — well, a hot, dusty piece of cake.

After driving three hours from Mammoth, we pulled into the trailhead parking lot at 6:30 p.m. After changing into hiking clothes and packing up, entirely ignoring our surroundings, Chris noticed a ranger slowly wandering through the woods, and he thought she was looking for stealth campers. But no, she was keeping an eye on two bear cubs who were circling around their mama, who’d been darted to sleep before her transport out of the Valley to another part of the park. The rangers were trying to round up the cubs so all three could be tagged and moved together. We didn’t stick around to see what would happen next, since it was already 7 p.m. and we had 4.5 miles and 2000 feet of vertical elevation gain to go.

Chris on steps in front of Vernal Falls7 p.m. is the right time to head east on the well-traveled Mist Trail, we found out. We passed a few dozen people heading down, all of whom looked completely exhausted. But no one else was going up, and it was nice and cool and gorgeous as the sun set. We passed Vernal Falls and Nevada Falls, and the Mist Trail has a rather unbelievable number of well-engineered granite steps that make climbing 2000 feet pretty bearable; my Achilles tendons appreciated it. We made it into our campsite at Little Yosemite Valley at 9:15, set up our tarp, put all our food in the bear box, and fell into bed, setting our alarms for 5 a.m.

I awoke at 12:20 a.m. to rumbling and ground-shaking; I though, sleepily, “Thunder? Tractor? Rangers scaring bears?” I fell back to sleep. It was an earthquake, I found out the following day, with its epicenter just nine miles southeast of Mammoth Lakes. Then I awoke at 2 a.m. to people walking past the tent, talking. Then that happened again at 3:20, and I helped those lost ladies find their way to the composting toilet, where they spent the rest of the night, since they’d misplaced their tent in the dark. I couldn’t get back to sleep until 4, so I ended up with fewer hours of sleep that night than when we’re with a screaming toddler. The irony of being woken up by helpless humans in the middle of the night, even when we’re three hours from our son, was not lost on Chris.

Chris and I woke at 5:15 to pack up camp and head up the trail. Two men in jeans and sweatshirts, Nalgene bottles and a plastic grocery bag of food swinging from their hands, kept a steady pace ahead of us, and they pulled away from us when we stopped to eat breakfast. Never underestimate hikers in jeans. They are tougher than you in all your polypropylene.

The last 800 feet of elevation gained on the hike is on granite — first on perfectly-placed steps switchbacking across the slope, then straight up the steepest section, assisted by cables. When we reached the base of the last slope, we looked at the lightning warning, at the pile of work gloves that folks have left to share with those who don’t bring their own, and straight up the fifty-degree slope of granite smoothed by many feet. I sat for a moment, collecting myself, feeling lightheaded, probably from Plavix and the fear gathering in my clenched jaw. This past Saturday, four days after our climb, a man fell off this last pitch and died.

Julie holding Half DomeWith some triceps exertion, we made it up the cables without a hitch, ate our Snickers bars, took some photos, and headed down into the shade. Although it was only a bit after 10 a.m., the temperature climbed rapidly, confirming the wisdom of a 6 a.m. camp departure. Most of the hikers who were on their way up looked and acted exhausted, probably because of the dusty 85-degree heat.

You were amazing this month, Sylvan, and we won’t forget to document your feats. But your Dad and I really enjoyed backpacking together again, talking and walking without having to chase after you or ply you with raisins. Thank you for having a ball with Gramma Diana and her assistants.

Love-
Mom

Thunder!

Posted by julie on Tuesday, 5 June 2007, 11:53

And we have a perfect porch for enjoying it.

Just Breathing

Posted by julie on Thursday, 24 May 2007, 13:08

Sylvan and Mommy plant Grampa Dick's heirloom beansToday, there’s no reason to wax philosophical about why we exist. I know why. To take breaths on a day like today is pure pleasure. The sky is a clear, pale blue with cumulus clouds stacked up only around the edges. Plants are growing at an astonishing pace; I think our new brandywine tomato plant waiting to go into the garden has gotten six inches taller since Sunday. Walking to the grocery store at 10:30 last night, I felt just as lucky: light rain, bursting plant smells, knowledge that coffee ice cream was just around the corner.

Sylvan wears his construction helmet4/25 Update: And the day just got better. I run because it’s the only thing I’ve found that keeps me in great shape and keeps off the weight I’d necessarily gain from the coffee ice cream. But, yesterday, when I ran, most of my thoughts sounded like this: “Wow, this is a great running trail.” “The temperature is perfect.” “I feel strong.” “I love trail running.” The bigleaf maples, vine maples, and hazelnuts all leafed into the same bright, spring green, and, every once in a while, I’d get a Christmas-y waft (from true firs? Spruce?). It’s difficult not to sound sickeningly sweet and overly poetic on a day like yesterday.

Blame it on the Bossa Nova

Posted by julie on Friday, 4 May 2007, 15:36

Last night, during Date Night, Chris and I went to see our favorite local singer, Laura Kemp. Laura is a folksie who has decided that she wants to create a repertoire of jazz standards. She sang three quite beautifully, with just a little folk twang. During “My Funny Valentine,” I was so inspired by shoulder-twitching rhythm set up by the upright bass that I leaned over to Chris and asked, “Wouldn’t it be great to have a button in your house for bossa nova?”

Ever amused, he said, “What, so you could just hit the button and have a bossa nova beat?”

“Exactly.”

“That would be great when guests come over: ‘What’s that button for?’ ‘Oh, that? That’s my bossa nova.'”

Mommy Dance!

Posted by julie on Friday, 13 April 2007, 21:20

Muchongoyo.  Julie is third from the left.Sylvan sat eating peas that he mixed with raspberries and yogurt this evening. Mmmmm. And he asked for more, pink yogurt in his hair and up to his elbows. As I washed dishes, he ate and jabbered. Then, he said, “Mommy. Dance.” I turned to him, and he flashed his dimples, “Mommy dance.” So I complied, spinning and undulating my spine. Sylvan wasn’t really commanding a performance, though. He’d already seen one today, so I think he was remembering: “Mommy dance,” rather than “Mommy, dance.”

Lamba.  Julie is second from the left.Courtney (“Cointy”) brought Sylvan to my Dance Africa performance this afternoon. Our usual audience is elementary through high schoolers. This particular show was set up for ShelterCare, a local organization that provides mental health programs, emergency shelter for the homeless, and training programs for people with brain injuries. Since we had space and it was pretty informal, I invited some toddler friends. Nora brought her Dad, Mark, and Annalena came with her Mom, Shelly. All three toddlers were remarkably well-behaved through the entire 45-minute show. Sylvan sat and crunched graham crackers, lighting up whenever he realized it was Mommy on the stage. Nora clapped excitedly and wiggled through the show, and Annalena stood a few feet from Mom, inching toward the stage, just waiting to fill in if anyone injured an ankle. Their responses encouraged me to consider taking Sylvan to see more live music and dance.

Sylvan just wanted to talk about his day over dinner. I hope he knew from my kitchen antics that I understood.

PFO No More!

Posted by julie on Thursday, 29 March 2007, 12:24

In the early hours of Monday, the sun just beginning to fade away Orion, my sister Jenn and I bundled up and walked to the hospital for my PFO closure. “Procedure, not surgery,” said Sam Lau, my energetic cardiologist. Okay, procedure, but they were still going to fiddle with my heart. When I checked in, the first literature I received was about advance directives; the first line read “Many people today are concerned about the medical care they would be given if they should become terminally ill or unable to communicate their health care choices.” Well, I had been calm.

One gown, two grippy socks, one superb shaving job (I would have waxed if they’d told me), one Valium (unnecessary), six Plavix, and one aspirin later, I was wheeled into the expensive-looking procedure room, where all the women were wearing funny, puffy, brightly-colored chef-type bonnets. They gave me one when I admired theirs. I asked that they not give me too much sedative, since it put me to sleep for hours last time, and I really wanted to see and hear the procedure. No such luck. I was awake for the whole thing, but there was too much machinery obscuring my view and too many lead panels interfering with my ability to hear the cardiologists. From what I could gather, they were looking inside me via a chest x-ray (the piece of machinery I most wanted to punt) and, once it was in place, a catheter camera in my left atrium. I recommended that they put a screen on the ceiling for the patient to see the procedure.

Dr. Lau performed the procedure, assisted by Dr. Tom Jones, a cardiologist from the Children’s Hospital in Seattle. Dr. Jones had been invited down because he’s done hundreds of PFO closures in addition to closing some atrial septal defects (ASDs). Before they had a camera in my heart, they thought I might have an ASD, which is when there’s a wide-open hole between the heart’s atria, hence the addition of Dr. Jones to the team. More commonly what people have (maybe as many as 40% of people my age), and what I ended up having, is a PFO, or patent foramen ovale. There’s a flap of heart tissue like a door between my atria, and it allows some blood to pass from the right to the left atrium instead of proceeding normally from the right atrium to the right ventricle and to the lungs. That’s normal in the womb, because we don’t use our lungs, but it should close in a child’s first few years for most efficient heart use and less likelihood of stroke. My PFO was rather large, 11 mm, or about the width of the fingernail on my first finger; I don’t actually know how big other people’s usually are, but that seems big – I mean, I could have fit a kidney bean through there.

While I lay still, Dr. (“Please call me Sam”) Lau inserted catheters on either side of my groin into veins extending up to my heart. The left side had a four millimeter wide sheath holding open the vein for the camera, and the right had one three mm wide for the catheter with the closing device, an Amplatzer PFO occluder. He carefully but relatively quickly measured the width of the PFO and inserted the Amplatzer. I wish I could tell you more, but I missed it. Afterward, he left the sheaths in my veins but took out the catheters; my blood had to clot well before the sheaths would be removed, and they’d given me a huge dose of two anticoagulants that morning.

The sheath removal was definitely the worst part of my day. My nurse, Sue, said she’d have to use a “clamp” to put pressure on my vein to stop the bleeding. Do you remember ring stands from high school chemistry? They had wide, metal bases with poles to which one could attach various clamps to hold burets. Well, Sue had a ring stand with a screw-down pad attached to it. She put the base under my mattress and then screwed the clamp down just inside my hip bone to shut down the vein so she could remove the sheath. Well, I breathed deeply and slowly, trying to relax, and my blood pressure still dropped to 78/39 as they removed the first one. Sue decided to boost my blood pressure with some atropine and also to give me a little morphine for the second one. I may have had more drugs on Monday than I’ve had in the rest of my life combined.

Now, 72 hours later, I have a heart without a hole, big yellow bruises just inside my hip flexors, and some lightheadedness, a side effect of the anticoagulant Plavix, which I’ll be on for a few months. And I’m no more likely to have a stroke than any other 33-year-old, fit, non-smoking, whole-hearted woman.

I’ll keep you updated about PFOs in the general population. There’s currently some research about the correlation between migraines and PFOs; insurance companies may actually prefer to pay for closure rather than a lifetime of migraine medication. Also, PFOs may be genetic, so we’ll keep an eye on Sylvan’s heart.

A Family Resemblance (or: The nut doesn’t fall far from the tree)

Posted by jonesey on Wednesday, 21 March 2007, 11:39

Everybody says that Sylvan looks just like Julie, but we, of course, think he looks like himself. We have to admit that they are right, though, when we compare pictures of Sylvan with pictures of Julie at the same age.

These two pictures were taken 32 years apart:

fam 2afam 1a

Okay, so maybe I’m a birder. Darn it.

Posted by julie on Monday, 26 February 2007, 11:33

Sylvan and I have seen two bald eagles in two days! On Saturday, Sylvan and I went to the Finley Wildlife Refuge near Corvallis with Courtney (“Cokie”) — nanny extraordinaire, Mt. Pisgah Arboretum Walks & Workshops Coordinator, and fantastic friend — to go for a soggy hike. We had just driven into the refuge, and I was going slowly so Courtney, a true birder with her binoculars, could look at the ducks, and I looked up to see a BIG, dark bird overhead. Courtney said, “That’s an eagle,” and, sure enough, when it passed directly over us, we could see its white head. The rest of the day passed soppily. I didn’t even pack rainpants, since it never rains that hard in Oregon. Wrong. Courtney was a great sport, the kind of hiking companion you want to have when it’s cold and wet and miserable: honest but not whiney. On our drive out, I stopped for some California quails. “Look, California quails!” I said, a bit too loudly. Courtney, looking at me and cutting to the chase, said, “Sure, you’re not a birder.”

Yesterday, Sylvan and I traveled up to Corvallis again, this time to paint our friend Leslie’s bee boxes and visit with her chickens. Yesterday’s bald eagle flew over I-5 like any crow or starling, without fanfare.

Know the sign of a good husband?

Posted by julie on Wednesday, 14 February 2007, 22:05

He makes his wife smile. He makes his wife smile when she comes home at 10 o’clock on Valentine’s Day from a dress rehearsal for a performance in which she doesn’t even get to actually dance (is walking dancing? jumping up and down? okay, maybe there’s a turn or two) and so she isn’t at all psyched to be in it. She’s even less excited to dance after she saw the second half of the show, in which dancers get to actually DANCE, and all she wanted to do was curl up in a fetal ball and feel sorry for her dancer self.

But she’s smiling now.

Varied Thrush sightings abound

Posted by julie on Monday, 5 February 2007, 23:24

I’m not a birder. I don’t even play one on TV. If it eats rodents or other birds, I’ll give it more than a passing glance. Okay, if it’s a kestrel, I’m intrigued: all that fight wrapped up in a tiny, graceful package. But I don’t carry binoculars; I have to rely on the kindness of strangers (or my father-in-law, mother-in-law, or husband) for their binoculars .

Every once in a while, though, I look out the window and see a bird I don’t see every day (I see crows, scrub jays, and robins every day). Years ago, when we lived two houses down, it was a northern flicker. Tephra and I raced from window to window, hunting the wild flicker, Tephra with ears flattened, me with Sibley Guide to Birds open, seeking the right page before my prey disappeared. Flickers are woodpeckers with tan and black striped backs, gray heads, and white rumps that flash the observer as the bird flies away. I think I actually called Chris to tell him about the flickers. I do know that he said something like, “Oh, a flicker. Yeah, they’re often in our yard.” Since that day, I’ve seen a flicker every month or so in our neighborhood. Undoubtedly, a keener birder would see them more often, but that’s not so bad for a dedicated non-birder.

Today, once again, I added a bird to my repertoire. This time, it was a varied thrush, a bird whose song I’ve recognized for years but that I’d never seen. I stood at the front door, again with Tephra, watching the pair of bright orange and black birds, Sibley in hand. For a non-birder, I really do like thrush song, as does Tephra. When I told Chris about my sighting, he said, “You’ve never seen one before? I’ve seen four or five in the last month, although I’d never seen them right here before that.” I guess I really need to open my eyes more often.